Blogger.

I am failing miserably at being a fantastic blogger.

Every spare moment I have I want to spend with Jonathon and not on the computer.

This whole once a week blog has got to stop.

I also have to post pictures of my amazing apartment.

I have found something I absolutely hate about California;

that is the time change from Michigan.

When Jonathon leaves in the evening some nights a week are perfect opportunities to sit cuddled up in my bed talking to my beautiful friends and family in Michigan.

But by then they are all sleeping.

And that is so very lame to me.

I have an hour break for lunch which I use to call my mom sometimes.

But I have decided that some days I really just need that break for me.

Sometimes I need a break from talking believe it or not.

And I have discovered a bike path by my work.

So one of these days during my break I will awkwardly change in my car and strap on my rollerblades and go for an hour long adventure!!! I am so excited.

I am also excited to come home in less than three months.

Also on the note of sometimes needing a break from talking, sometimes I really don't.

Jon has been at church since I got home at about 8.

And I worked out and showered and blah blah.

And I talk to myself.

Officially.

Out loud.

One night Jon was gone all evening and I didn't talk to myself once.

I tried to sleep forever and I couldn't because I just missed him so much.

And when he walked through the door I was uncontrollable.

I have never heard myself speak so quickly in my life.

I am pretty sure I didn't breathe for an hour.

He thought it was hilarious.

But it tuckered me right out.

So now I have discovered that if I talk to myself out loud.

I don't need to store it all up and dump it on him the moment I see his face.

Which by the way,

is so absolutely handsome.

I guess I do the same thing when I only blog once a week as well.

One random statement to the next.

Jonathon will be home any minute now!

Oh I just get so giddy for him.