Airfares.

I hate that I search cheap airfares so frequently and I say that I have flexible dates.  I hate that I find week trips for less than $250.  I hate that Jonathon lives in California.  I hate that I am not moving there tomorrow.  And I hate that I have to wait like 17 years until we can hang out without buying a plane ticket to do so.  I hate that I feel so hateful right now.  I super am filled with love somewhere.  

I hate that when I reread that I wanted to cry.  

Im going to play guitar.  

My tummy hurts.