Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Leaving.

(Back when things were supposedly normal)




I am trying to think of who is left to leave our family and break our hearts. 

Next in line would be Jonathon.
Please don't break up with me boyfriend.  I love you.



Right now I am filled with half anger and half pain.
I think the anger is righteous anger, if that makes sense to you.
The pain is just straight up pain.

I wonder how many times I have to say "I forgive" before I actually feel it.  


2 comments:

Rachel said...

2 Corinthians 2:9-11

Not sure what is going on. may God comfort you.

<3

Unknown said...

So rob bell talks about this sort of mourning thing that goes on in the Jewish culture where they just sit and with the person who is mourning. They don't talk unless the mourner wants to talk and they don't pry. I feel like I'd be good at that because I don't know what to say.