All knowing.

Oh and it is nice to know that God is all knowing and that no one can do exactly what he needs me to do because I do this obnoxious thing sometimes that every girl can probably relate to.  It is basically where I pick myself apart and realize that I am not all that unique.  Where with every supposed unique thing about me I think of a girl I know how has it more or more authentically.  This is not a pity post in hopes of hearing how wonderful I am and such.  I know that because as I posted earlier about that half topped girl, Jesus thinks I am so awesome because He wanted to die for me because he is so stinkin in love with me he wanted to do everything he could to make sure I could spend eternity with him.  And he did because he rocks just that much.  But I have not read my Bible today at all and feel as though because of it I am listening to all of the lies Satan is trying to feed me about myself because I have not been filled with what God has to say about me. Why am I dumb?  I will not take it.  I am given authority over Satan and so I do not have to take this from him.  My journal misses me.  These are posts people should not have to read.  Accept my sincere apologies.  ( I am still not deleting it though because than I will feel like I have to write it all again, and that is just a waste)