I struggle with it a lot because I feel like right now I am being pretty selfish with it considering I get paid for my job and babysitting and the like. In two days I get to watch three different families for free. Now this may seem like I am complaining because that is time I could be using to make money. But I am not. This to me is the greatest joy ever and I cannot praise God enough for it. Seriously this weekend is the most amazing gift from God I am just itching to open!! I have been crying out to God trying to figure out what he wants more from me. This may seem silly to many people but I feel like by providing me with families who I know will be thankful for a free babysitter God is using me in a way I just love Him for! I sometimes just get tired of leaving places with money in hand.
My dad is out a job. He resigned on Tuesday. My mom is out a job. No one in my family knows where we will be at the end of this month. I love this feeling. People think I am crazy, they talk about how scared I must be and how hard this must be for all of us. Hard? Sure. Scary? Maybe a tad. But I cannot get over the excitement of trusting everything into God's hand. I love knowing knowing full well that He will provide.
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Has he written to Randy yet?
I'm excited for you, too. But please let me know before you go hungry. God sometimes provides through friends. :)
I love you friend. That's all. I'm praying for your fam.. but I know God has it all planned out already.
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